Be proud of it

"What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken"

I think about you every day, but it's with a big hole in my heart I have to say it's not the same person there. But I still love you, and losing you, not ever have the chance to see or talk to you again.
That thought I don't want to imagine.